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I used to have something inside.
Now just this hole it's open wide.
Used to want it all.
I used to be somebody.

I'll cross my heart and hope to die,
but the needle's already in my eye,
and all the world's weight is on my back and i don't even know why.

And what i used to think was me... is just a fading memory.

Nine Inch Nails


I feel pretty useless. I am loosing myself, lost violated. I used to believe in who i am but i don't even know what that is anymore, and time is always ticking
ticktockticktock
too fast too soon.
Its this weight crushing me. I have too many things i need to do and too many things that are getting harder to accomplish. Every time i feel that i've gotten a firm hold on where im headed, who i am my life is flipped upside down again. I am alice constantly tumbling down the rabbit hole, i cannot find solid ground.
Its crushing
crushing
crushing....

I.cant.breathe.

Wrap my soul in bandages.
i'm tired of this war.
go ahead and cut me.
i can't even feel it anymore.




Art (c) to Mansongothic - Jess McGuire
Size - A4
Paper - 300gsm
Staedtler Watercolour pencils, watercolour paint, oil pastels, chalk pastels and Mechanical pencil



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:iconmachinesbleedtoo:
I'm sorry honey. :(
I certainly know this feeling- like I always say, the hands of time are corroding my soul!
But we will prevail.
And I can't say I am going through the exact thing because we are all different...but just take solace in the fact that you're still here, and you have a world of time ahead of you! There's no rush, even if it feels like it sometimes.

As always love the vibrant colours. The blue in the background is lovely.

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Absolutely gorgeous work!
I'm so sorry that you are having all these bad feelings and emotions and are going through such a hard time. :no: Wish I could give you a hug right. Please try to take things slower if you can. Take time to look after yourself. You are such a wonderful artist and person and deserves to be happy.
Know that you are in my thoughts. :heart:
:iconhouzukimaru:
This is amazing work, as usual! ;o The colors are stunning and the detail is brilliant ; I could stare at this for hours.
A great job yet again! :heart:

And everyone feels crushed at some point,
Hope you feel better soon ;o
And don't worry, I doubt you could ever lose yourself,
you're far too much an individual for that ^_^
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great work!

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cool work :salute:

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:hug:

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:iconcyberdarkness:
aww i'm sorry you feel this way :hug: hopefully you will feel better soon :D
and beautiful painting as always :)
:iconmedicalmaladies:
Gorgeous colours as usual hun.

Don't stress yourself out too badly miss, the way you're feeling right now is something most of us go through - usually more than a few times during our life. I've been in the same place you are....quite truthfully I don't think I've really fully left it.
The only thing that makes me feel marginally better when it all gets on top of me is to tell the world to fuck off, tell myself I've got all the time in the world, take a day to relax, and go and do something out of the ordinary. Impromptu BBQ and beers, or drive down to the beach and spend the day picking up rocks - sounds retardly corny, but it helps me a great deal.
I hope you find your little escape. Remember hun, you're only young -really young- and you've still got a very long time to accomplish the things you want in life.
:heart:

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:iconnestr:
interesting feeling and deep thoughts.
:iconxkarolinax666:
looks great!



and such deep deep thoughts

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